Broken

Ever have those times where it feels like every heart break you've ever experienced hits you all at once. Your heart sinks, your breathing is heavy, and the blood rushes to your head, as you try to hold back the tears you realise your broken. Not just bent, but broken and the only things that can fix you are completely unrealistic and unattainable. You wish something particularly horrible happened so there is a comprehensive excuse for being in this state, but there's not, life is just a mess. So you lay there, feeling sorry for yourself, knowing there's nothing you can do but wait it out, until the pain subsides.